My Past Year's Mantra- Self Talk Every Single Day

I am fond of writing ever since and when a thought suddenly crosses my mind, I would type it down immediately so I will not forget it. 

While I was scrolling my phone the other night, I found these words on my phone's notepad, read it and felt chills on my spine. Man, I was really in a tough situation for years huh? Good thing, I'm living my best life now and I am always workin' to pursuing a nice life, nice every days with my husband. Good food, good laugh, nice music, life really toughened me out and I am just grateful and I am highly aware of every little good thing in my life. 

The words below are short compared to the vast prayers I used to mutter every night of my despondent life back then but pep talking myself with these made a huge impact in my life and in my every days,

I am nothin but grateful. 

Here it goes...

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Mental toughness is also gauged when you no longer expect support from people who are supposed to be supporting you but they don't. Even more toughened when you know you already did your part, gave it all you've got, you relaxed, and lifted it all to God. Cause in the end, all of these will not matter right? The judgements, the ridicule, humiliation, the pain. All those voices in the guise of supposed to be close ties in your head telling you that you can't. 

Your wound will eventually close. Right people will come to your aid. The right friends will stay for a lifetime offering nothing but guidance, love and support. Riches, wealth in abundance will come. In different quantities every single second of your whole life. Happiness will come dancing like fireflies on a clear and dark night sky. Good health comes checking on you every single day. Protection from the angels above is always lurking in the corner keeping their eyes on you. Always making sure you are safe, loved and protected. Love will sweep you off your feet that even you will wonder in amazement exclaiming joyfully,  "How is this happening? How?" 

Life revealing itself in such a way that in every breath of your every day, you will sigh in joy and contentment, imploring in gratefulness, eyes, heart and mind to the heavens saying, 

"Thank you for everything my God, I am grateful for this life!"